what would you do if fear did not stand in the way? why do we let it??
what is it that lies deep within whispering to be let out? why don't we let it??
what is your true dream???
pondering what it is that needs to take form in my life. i feel the need that i can no longer ignore what is just waiting to spill out. but there are all these icky, what if's and you can't, you won't and how, stirring around that are clouding and squeezing my inner most desires. i want to make a huge shift in my life and it is the scariest leap. but if i choose to remain standing on the outside of it then it remains a dream and not my reality. and if i don't try then i'll never know. and if i'm waiting for all the fears to just fall away then i'll continue to wait aLot longer.
i have this dream where i see myself close my eyes and gently let go and i fall into a beautiful, peaceful, soft "place". its neither scary nor vulnerable. its rewarding and amazing. it feels like home. like i've been here before but like i've never been here at all!
so i hold onto this dreams comfort and i try to shake off all the gremlins that are in the shadows. i pray for the universe to provide and support this creative dream of mine and to trust the unknown. to find this place that i dream of.
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