holy moly, kind kitties. . . it has been forever since i have posted a blog. where do i start? time, lets talk about time and where does it go?? i look back at how the last year has been a whirlwind of changes and yet it feels like yesterday i was sitting right here on my deck daydreaming of where i wanted to be. time passes much too quickly and yet we still put off until tomorrow what we could do today. my son is almost two, i am about to have another baby and i am a business owner. whoa, what? as you can tell my thoughts are all but together. i feel all over and nowhere at the same time. i still have so much to do and no time left in the day. i have a website to build, a dishwasher to unload, lots of creative ideas to put on paper. time management?? weeks are flying by. people ask me how many weeks along are you in this pregnancy and i just stare and smile telling them she is due in june. i really have no idea. its gone by so quickly.
she. yep. she. i wanted a girl so badly the first time i was pregnant that i bawled like a baby when the tech told me she sees a penis. perfect. what am i suppose to do with that information? i thought i was so connected and isync with my pregnancy that it was hands down a girl. nope, ayden is 100% boy! he loves to be dirty, and wrestle and discover how things work. he is fearless in so many ways yet still wants to cuddle at the end of the day with momma and his bo-bo ☺ i should note here that my crying spell only lasted a night and i quickly fell in love with the notion of boy and he is my everything. i am a sucker for those big brown eyes and mischievous grin.
so this time around i had no expectations. well, i assumed boy since both my sisters recently had boys. i made the tech triple check that she was in fact a she. i filled with joy but it took me weeks to wrap my head around it. now i sit with, what do i do with a girl?! but how amazing is it that we get to have one of each! i'm sure we will figure it out as we are still doing with ayden. and its pretty fun to buy headbands and glittery booties ~ just no pink please ☟ (icK, momma hates pink) this girl will be a lil rocker, a lil glam and may sport her big brothers clothes!
